Thursday, February 14, 2013
A Mother's Love
Sometimes you go to bed feeling guilty that you weren't able to express your love as much as you would've liked to.
Sometimes you wonder if maybe you don't love your child(ren) enough. Well, at least that's how I feel on occasion.
The other night I was asleep when I woke up to these words, "Mommy can you turn that off?" I heard every single word Ian said, even though he was still lying in his bed.
What struck me as so odd, was the alarm clock. He was asking me to turn it off and I realized it had been buzzing for over a half an hour.
Why didn't I wake up to the sound of the alarm? Why did Ian's voice rouse me from my sleep so easily?
It immediately made me think of that bond I experienced with my newborns. The sense that I knew I would be willing to die for this child.
The feelings aren't always as strong, but the love is.
Its the close of Valentine's day right now. A day when everyone celebrates their love for each other. A day of sharing feelings. Loving feelings are nice, but I'm so thankful that they are not what love consists of.
Love is an action word. It is a daily giving of yourself for another.
Thinking of it in this light helps me appreciate the love of the Lord Jesus Christ for me. He loved me unto death. And He did that for me despite all my sin!
These thoughts encourage me on in giving and receiving of love.